Sunday, June 14, 2009 15:37

I want a love that breaks all boundaries. Love that we could be comfortable with, and be silly at all times. We can be at our hideous outfit, and still have a good laugh about it. At the same time, make each other feel special no matter how we look. Doing stupid stuff together. Go random places together. Meet friends and goof around. Make each other feel happy and bright no matter how bad our day is. Knowing families and hang out more. Spent quality times together, even if it’s a simple date.

Accepting all the flaws and help to improve one another, not changing them. We depends on each other when one is in need. Even if one is far from the other, one should understand the situation and the least one can do is to be there spiritually.

Arguments suck don’t they? But I think it helps. It doesn’t help if one initiated a harsh decision of like, breaking up. Even if one didn’t so, the way one speaks that could spark fire, trigger the situation worst. One should understand the other. You should know what the other can or cannot take it. It breaks one’s heart. I think these should be resolved calmly. Be yourself. Don’t try to talk ever so calmly. Speak your mind by all means, but in a polite way.

I know I could never ever apologize much to all the wrong doings I had made. I am sorry for not being ‘your perfect’ girlfriend. I am sorry that I always make things go downhill. I apologize for not being there for you. I am truly sorry for not treating you well. I feel terrible. Every single night since last time, I would think about it. It hurts me coz you would do anything, unlike me. Though I would do this and that, I know it’s never enough. I could never repay your kindness.

I know I’ve done a lot of mistakes in this relationship. Sometimes I just feel that we misunderstood too much. I want us to communicate well. I strongly disagree that I stay if we were happy, and then ditch if we were having problems. I want us to talk through it maturely, and try to be in each other’s shoe. I am not perfect. Maybe I am different, not as the other girls out there. I do not dress, behave nor socialize like them.

But one thing I know is, I love you sincerely, that no one else could even if they are still in your heart, throughout our journey together.

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